She is my muse

She is my Muse- Dua Lipa. She reminds me to be myself fully and do not give a FxxK to how the world think of me. Just go ahead to do what I feel right, make me happy, and to be really beautiful.

Life is always shorter than I think, I do not know why God keep giving me this idea, but probably he wants to me to be more grounded, and do not waste time.

I had a talk with a girl friend which I feel that she can understand my feeling somehow, I told her that my energy is not much enough to allow me to speak indirectly, so that I have to be so honest and crystal clear for what I want, and speak directly.

Time is limited and it is a treasure to me, like how I invest my time and what/who I invest to is very important.

I also realized my gut feeling is always right, even tho some friends may not agree with me (I do not need their agreement.), but I always right, as no one is wearing my shoes so how could you know what I am experiencing? Back to the point, if a guy friend touched my improperly, there is NO friendship between us, and do not think you can fool me twice. 

Meant to be- there are quite a lot messages everyday for us to understand, and my message I have is- Forgive. To forgive those from the past, let go of myself and carefree to have a better life. OK, I got it.


I look different, it is a very funny feeling that I can see myself that I look different. 

I can see energy, I can tell you fortune, but...... I do not want to connect with you.....